蜕变前的告白

蜕变究竟是怎么一回事？
我想当毛毛虫蜕变成蝴蝶的那一刻，是既害怕又喜悦的吧？
重复听着Garry Schyman 的 Praan， 好像把时间都逆转到中六之前的时候，一个我认为还是“蠢蠢纯纯”的时候。


我总是觉得除了味道以外，旋律是一种能够让记忆重生的神奇力量。
已经很久没有真正去沉淀自己，突如其来的旋律意外地触碰到那一个“按键”，启动了那段“纯纯”的回忆影片。那么的懵懂、义无反顾地坚持自己所相信的、勇敢追求自己向往的、满心期待着起飞的时候。


在那之前，自己总是那么确定自己想要的是什么，然后会奋不顾身的朝那个目标奔驰。干净、利落。一直到了离开1字头岁月的第4年，我才发现2字头不能够像1字头时那么的放任（就算心中那匹野马怎么的挣扎！）！


现在，离转折点越来越近了。。。20年的象牙塔生活，即将结束。
那时候。。
只要把书读好、顾着参与活动就好
一年还可以享有无数次的“长假”
笑声和无厘头的趣事特别多
最大的烦恼是考试而不是柴米油盐
。。。还有时间的“拥有权”！


这些美好，就算没有随着象牙塔生活的结束而流逝，也会相对的减半。
如果，念到这里有些人会问，为什么那么留恋象牙塔，不继续硕士呢？错了，除了我没有这一方面的兴趣以外，我也不认为在那个阶段我可以保留即将飞逝的美好。


原来，就算你很努力的拒绝，仍然改变不了有一天你会经历蜕变的事实，就好像没有变不成蝴蝶的毛毛虫一样！时间到了，就必须离开安逸的蛹壳，学会自个儿飞翔。


我想说的是，你我都生活在一个“读书-立业-成家-生育”的社会模式，你勇敢选择另一种生活模式吗？就好像蝴蝶，它可以不要在华丛中飞舞，像蜻蜓一样在池塘里流连忘返；像小鸟在天空中翱翔吗？

决定了，给自己来个假期。我知道自己很快就要变成蝴蝶了，可是在我飞回花丛中之前，我可以放任的享有那片刻属于自己的时间，去追求自己想要的（那片更辽阔的天空）吗？
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部落格换了新的背景音乐，就是Garry Schyman的Praan。
有谁，要跟我一起去流浪？在我决定安定下来之前。。

January's pressie from Nuffnang & Sony! ^^

What youuu see here???

a LOVE?

SONY?

dunno-what-issit?

This is the long awaited pic of my newly won Sony Walkman from Nuffnang's competition, feel free to comment at my winning post yo! wakekeke... Big HUGE THANKIUK to Nuffnang and SONY ^___^ It's heart-shape, coz it's heart-felt melody....Lovin' it!!!

Okayyy...Im runnin out of ideas for NAMES!!~ Any suggestion for this? 

From 17 to 19~ a lil bit Surprising!

"Eloo, do you know where is this?? Where did eryn escape to?"

haha.. FYI, this is me sitting inside a car somewhere around Jln Badruddin's traffic light!!! Short escape back to Kuching thanks to AA!! Mind you, it's oni freakin' RM18 for a round trip from PG-KCH-PG! haha..my friend said I checked AA Website like I'm checking Bursa Saham!! It is a MUST for me to grab the you-pi-you-chee flight kay.. hehe! 

This is me, the latest jumping shot!!! I think the photographer Jacklyn  thinks this pic look more artistic or photogenic without my right hand and leg! =.= haha! But I like the way my hair flies yo! (it's freakin' hot and ms.photographer made me jump for dunno-how-MANY-times!)

Everything happens spontaneously! Well, I brought my Lil-N out, at first only plan to shoot the Old Court House for my magazine project, mana tau we started wandering around the places nearby!

This is just part of Waterfront! And that 'Majestic' looking building across the Sarawak river is our Dewan Undangan Negeri! Believe me, the view from on top of DUN is breath-taking! I oni been there once during my internship!

Not perfectly done, still got alot of flaws for my panorama first attempt! hehe!

There... The main subject of this unplanned photoshooting!

hahaa... no point for me to write another 3D2N Kuching post as my sis already did it, read here and here!

It's always relaxing and as if be with own family when hanging out with you guys!!! Always My Love My Family! <3

And while you are happily enjoying curiously reading my picture post, all this happened because of "angang"!!! tadaaaaaaaa.....

Let me present you my latest pet, ang-ang!!!!! Actually this is another major reason I went back to Kuching besides ChapGohMeh?!!

To grab this baby!!~~woots!

seeeeeee....very sexy hot rite?? I loved it for our first 24hours 'exploration period' and I know this time our relationship would last longer than the one I had with compaq!!! wakekeke.... 180211, mark ang-ang's birthdate!

Gtg now...! It's gonna be a packed week ahead AGAIN~ Can somebody wakes me up when February ends?? Mid-term, seminar, Berita Kampus, Magazine~~~mampus la...all at one go man!!! 

"Hope ang-ang brings me gud luck!!! ^o^ aza aza fighting! C h i o n g  ar... the exciting March is approaching!"

from 13 to 15~ a lil bit happening!

When my cny mood is turned on, it's not gonna auto-shut-down until Chap Goh Meh's over~!

And so, I'm now officially get back into REALITY with a cheerful post-CNY mood (Have to be this way because lotsa work have to be done by March!)!

And so, we didn't really planned for this pre-valentine's gathering, ended up at the overpriced food @canton-i because dragon-i was people-mountain-people-sea that night! 

Keira is the one started off with the act-cute-kek-pao-face one!!! Meeting up means gossiping updating each other with everyone's recent busy life!! And we were so happy for you, ning!!! Got souvenir from Kela too, I pick the bluey mickey!!! arigatouuuuu ^____^

Next up, an earlier chapgohmeh dinner for the Communication gang!!~ (Before this, lotsa unfinished ASSignments had to be done! =.=) 

It really brings back the first year's memories where everyone attended classes and tutorials together. But although we were separated by different majors, we still clicked and always be the loudest to wherever we go! haha! See..this is "dai-xu-kiok"- seafood restaurant just right opposite weld quay, somewhere further up a bit after passing the over head bridge. 

 Dinner session full of the "H U A T  ar, O N G  ar, H E N G ar"~ A gathering never short of laughters~!!

Thanks to the power of "ONG-ness" of the gang, me made it to Kekloksi although it rained! We were separated into 2 groups then and ours went to the highest Guan Yin statue first!

Made 2 wishes!!(imma gonna HUAT arr!!)

 Saw this cute baby there!!! Not camera shy at all!!~ I guess she was thinking wad toy is this 'jeje' playing huh? Posing for me with her gongxigongxi pose! (=

Here, I love this shot by Nelson!! Next time I wana grow many many this kinda trees at my own future house and decorate them in such a way!!! Feel so fantasy la!!

We made it up to another side of Kekloksi..just for 20mins nia...Luckily manage to snap group pics! >,^

 Everyone get possessed by Bruce Lee there! Don't play play~~

 Sibeh nais rite???

FYI: Kekloksi oni open at night with such   f a n t a b u l o u s  breath-taking lightings during CNY until ChapGohMeh~ 

So, you will definitely missed out the BEST THING OF PENANG'S CNY if you missed the chance of going there! Well, I went there during my first year and I would definitely not missing this year's as I will be graduating soon!!! Hey friend, I will definitely miss all of you after we graduate!!

h U a t   aRrrrrr!!!!

mOmo say hello..~~~

"hola people~~ imma mOmo! From now own, I'll replace the pinky star's position and be the 'wang-and-onee' in eryn's sweetdream!!"

teeheheee.. notice the mo somewhere on top the head?? Yeeeap, tad's how I got the name mOmo... (If one day I go bold, I probably will be named bOmo(means no hair!)~~haha..so lame!!) 


Profile:
Name: mOmo
Age: 15days (date of adoption 6th February 2011)
Hobby: Hugged by the owner
Hate: Salivated by the sleeping owner
Ambition: Grow more mO(hair)  24hour body guard for the 'wang-and-oneee' owner


tchao!!~~ gtg now...Please rmbr how I looked like now wookay...I can't guarantee I will look as "pure white"  as this when I grow older!!~ bb...!

February updates

wookay!! This is going to be a wordy post!
W-H-YYYYY???
All because my Compaq Presario V3000 lappy went into forever coma state-----> RIP!!
Well, chinese idiom said : If the old one didn't go, new one doesn't come!


Hope I can fast-fast win whatever big prize for me to buy a new lappy!!! Currently using the hp mini with oni 1GB ram that doesn't allow me to use graphic heavy software like photoshop =.=


I have start surveying and I have 3 brands in mind~
1) Lenovo (Z460)
2) Dell (Vostro 3400)
3) Asus (dunno-wic-model-gok)


I am looking for specs like this:
1) Intel i5 processor
2) 500GB HDD
3) 2 or 4GB ram
4) Webcam+wifi+card reader+bluetooth
5) DVD burner
6) nVidia or ATI graphic card
7) 14'' inch


Budget? I'm ready to go for RM2000-2300(more if I really win big prize!!!*finger crossed!!*)


THAT is my UPDATE 1!


UPDATE 2
CNY is NOT OVER yet!!! not untill chap goh meh lo!!! If I successfully do all my work according to my plan, I could go back for ChapGohMeh weiiiii..... po pi po pi~~~ just 3days oni!


UPDATE 3
First draft of my HK trip is out. teehehee... waiting for 1st meeting with the gang?!


UPDATE 4
My houz got 2 new wabbitssssss!!! I am running out of creative names for both of them, just KIKI for the boywabbit and LALA for the galwabbit!! And hor, my korup(short-legged mix breed dog) keep spying at 2 of them. Wonder what's he up to!!! haha


UPDATE 5
I am BACK in Penang with lotsa food e.g. daddy's fried nian gao, 2 mandarin oranges by mami, kek lapis for friends!!!! I think I always bring rain when I fly...not just one time....many many times dy hoh!! And both Kuching n Penang rained just now!!^___^ liang liang eh weather!


Well... I guess that's all for now(If not becoz the TV at my floor cannot watch ntv7, I won't sit here blogging lo....lazybug me!!)!!!


tata!!